October 17, 2003


It seems that we go through cycles in this life where things just seem to keep going in a downward motion. Now is one such time.

The world seems to be in turmoil, the state is a mess, and personally my stars are not lining up right now, time to just hang on for the ride. It is tough when you expect life to be giving you one thing and it chooses to give you something else, or you expect to be one place and you find yourself in a very different location.

I have found that through the events of the past few weeks my perspective, my paradigm if you will, has had a major shift. And I know I am not where I want to be but that is OK because I am on the move again.

The not being where U want to be will keep me motivated to keep moving and the emptiness will motivate me to fill the void. I hope